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NeW LiVeJoUrNaL AcCoUnT...
f_what_ya_heard
YoU HoEz BeTtA aDd a NiG. haha
i <3 yall |
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[Nov. 24th, 2004|08:41 pm] |
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Well...it's official. I am ready to move. I love it here. I wish I could stay here for at least the rest of my highschool life. Colorado City, Texas...small town. yes. but I don't care. I love it. Everyone knows almost everyone and it's so much more relaxing than Jacksonville. I would love to be able to stay here and start over from a fresh start and make new friends and focus more on my grades and go to college and start a new life here. We are looking for houses but we'll see how that goes...it started out okay at first and my hopes were up but with my family anything that hasn't been decided on in less than a week probably won't happen so unless we find a house we like by Friday (when we're leaving), then we will be in Jacksonville forever...I doubt we'll move...but I'll pray...
Okay well gotta go. I love you!!! |
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| My LiFe RiGhT NoW... |
[Nov. 11th, 2004|08:07 pm] |
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I have come to the conclusion that my life is....CONFUSING. I def think that everything sucks right now and at the same time everything is great. My grades are okay...3 A's, 2 B's, 1C. P.S- I hate SPANISH 2. But anyways, I just feel like I can't do anything right...I like people but I don't feel like they like me back...all kinds of crazy emotions are flowing through me
C-I liked you. I told you that last night. I'm flattered that you think I'm hot. You just told me too late. I'm over you. I think.?.?
De-OMG!!! We have been through a lot. I think I def love you. You CAN be an asshole and we want different things so I don't think even if you wanted to be with me that I could be with you. We are two COMPLETLEY DIFFERENT people.
Da-WOW! I def just met you and I want to get to know you better. Your so cute. I really want to get to know you better and see if something happens...hopefully. We'll see!
I don't feel like I can talk to anyone. I don't feel like my bestfriend cares about anything I say right now. She's def kinda wrapped up in her b/f. I want a boyfriend. Why can't I get one. Not to be concieted but some guys I like tell me I'm hot but the never persue talking to me. It's like they just wanna say oh your hot and leave it at that. Can anyone explain that.
Growing up SUX BIG WEINER!!! Whats so great about. I mean when your 8 you can't wait till your 13 so you can start wearing makeup...then when your 13 and wearing makeup you can't wait till your 16 so you can drive...then when you 16 and driving you can't wait until your 18 so you can live on your own and get older. Then when your 18 you can't wait to get out of college. Then when your out of college or older you just want to be younger again because everything was easier. I wish I could be little again and just go to school and play while you learn and have fun and go on field trips to the zoo and have fun with your brown paper bag lunch and your friends who don't care about how you look and dress and everything isn't gossip and hearsay and drama. WTH??? Why does it suck so bad...Depression here I come. haha.
I love everyone but I just wish life was so much less complicated. That would be marvelous.
<3, Ashley Lynn Williams XOXOXO
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[Nov. 7th, 2004|09:42 am] |
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WoW!!!...It has def been like forever and a year since I wrote in this thing. ha.
Well, school wise...It's pretty good...my grades are up. Volleyball is over and I made ALL CONFERENCE. I was so happy when I found out. Umm...I just started to play basketball and I am not very good.lol. oh yeah and on Friday I broke my finger at practice. YES!!! It does hurt though.
I can't really update on everything that has happened because it's been so long...but heres a short version.
Homecoming= AWSOME
I have been partying like every single weekend= UNUSUAL
I have a crush= AWW
Started going to church again= GOOD THING!
Those are the main things that have been happening. I miss eveyone though. Where ya'll been at niggaz??? lol. I love ya'll.
YOU BITCHEZ NEED TO CALL ME SO WE CAN HANG OUT SOON!!!
Love,
Ashley |
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| OMG...I FUCKIN HATE MY LIFE!!! |
[Sep. 8th, 2004|10:05 pm] |
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WHAT THE FUCK MAN?!!? THIS SHIT IS FUCKIN CRAZY!!! THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING...I'M SO UPSET...I'M GONNA CRY FOR REAL...IT WAS SO STUPID AND IT HAD TO BE TAKEN WAY OUT OF LINE...THEY CAN'T DO THIS. IT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN...I'M ALWAYS GONNA BE WITH YOU NO MATTER WHAT AND I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS. THIS SHIT IS CRAZY AND NOW EVERYONE THINKS I'M THE BAD ONE AND IT'S NOT ME AT ALL. I'M SO FUCKIN PISSED. I'M GONNA LOSE IT. FUCK IT...I'M OUT!!!
</////////3 ASHLEY |
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| ToDaY WaS MaGiCaL AnD iT's aLL BeCaUsE Of YoU!!! |
[Aug. 25th, 2004|08:41 pm] |
God...YOU made me so happy today. There is something about you that drives me CRAZY!!! I so want to be able to say your mine and you say I'm yours. Why can't I tell you how I feel...Your so easy to talk to but I can't get the nerves to tell you the TRUTH!!! What happened today made my day great...I LOVED the news...Hope it stays that way.
On a lighter note...I have another game at Englewood tomorrow and it's at 5:30 but get there at 5:00 if you come. Please try to come. I love ya'll.
<3Ashley |
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| LOOK AT THIS>>>IMPORTANT!!! |
[Aug. 19th, 2004|08:10 pm] |
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ATTENTION EVERYONE:
I HAVE MY FIRST VOLLEYBALL GAME FOR THIS YEAR ON WEDNESDAY AUGUST 25 @ ENGLEWOOD. PLEASE COME AND MAKE SIGNS AND PAINT YOUR CHESTS WITH YOUR SHIRTS OFF AND JUST LOVE ME!!!!(Okay you don't have to paint you chest with your shirts off.) UNLESS...you WANT to.
<3 Ashley |
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| SaVe A HoRsE...RiDe A CoWbOy |
[Aug. 19th, 2004|08:04 pm] |
Well...I haven't updated in like a bazillion-trillion-million-thousandion-years.lol. Not much is new.
We went to secret lake and I had a BLAST!!!
Went to Michigan before summer was over and got a tight pair of pants.
Then school started...Forrest is so much better but there are so many black people there. I love my friends. We have so much fun.
We went to Hooters last weekend and John and Dean had to to the birthday thing...I took pictures but I'm not done with the film so I'm gonna have those sometime soon.
Volleyball started.
Umm...tomorrows Friday and I don't know how much I want to go to 5th and 6th period. hmm...Okay I LOVE YOU!!!
<3 ASH-to tha=LEY |
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| My LiFe As i KnOw iT... |
[Jul. 29th, 2004|11:56 am] |
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This week has been pretty beautiful. I had soo much fun. Sunday Amanda came over and we went with John and Jeff to Bw3's, then to Stripes and Solids, then to our Secret Lake, then to Chuckie Cheese's and took a bazillion pictures...lol...then David, Dean, and Glen met us up there and after that we went to Dean's for a while. Then we left so we would be home on time. We stayed up for a while talkin to the mom and then John and Jeff called and asked the mom if they could come over...She said wait until John leaves for work at 4:15 and then they could. So, at 12:30 John's (stepdad) truck alarm goes off. Then John B. calls me and says hey did your stepdads alarm go off...and WTF? did they do...They said we were going to put a note on your window that said hey...and then he tells me it went off so he ran and his slippers were still in the yard. OH SHIT!!! Then we called Dean to see if he could come and get them and he said he don't know what time he's going home. So I said okay whatever. Then Jeff and John finally came and got them. Then me and Amanda put our face masks on...you know the ones that turn green...then someone was knocking at my window...and I opened it and Dean and David jumped through my window and my door was still unlocked and everything and John was leaving for work in like and hour. So they chilled for a while and then they left and were gonna come back after John was gone when we called. But we fell asleep.
Then Monday me and Amanda hung out all day and then that night we hung out with Jeff and Glen.
Tuesday we had orientation and got David and Deans locker and got mine and Amandas locker...We finally talked John into going back to Forrest with us so Wednesday I picked him up and we went and woke Dean up and then went to Forrest while Aubrey got her id and shit we got John's schedule. I'm so happy it's going to be all 6 of us and I love you 5 soooo much. Amanda, David, Dean, Jeff, and John...You guys complete me.lol.
Today I think John might hang out but I don't know...then Friday I'm going to the mall to get some flipflops(so glad they didn't take em out of the dresscode), and a pedi. Then Saturday, going to Amanda's swim chamionships. Then to the "secret lake". If anyone wants tohang before I leave for Michigan on the 5th...hit me up.
YOU...I just don't get you. You make me CRAZY. But I love you and I hate that you do this to me. GOD!!! Tell me what you think and how you feel about all this shit going on. </3
<3 and </3
Ashley |
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| BLaH!!! |
[Jul. 23rd, 2004|11:37 am] |
Went to the beach yesterday. We didn't stay long cuz the people I went with are weiner heads. blah.lol.
Going school clothes shopping tomorrow. sweet. excited! Then pretty soon, I think like next week are something I have to go to orientation and pick my locker and whatever. I'm gettin one next to my Amanda Panda. whoohoo. I still have to get a physical for volleyball.blah.
I miss all my babies. You guys need to call me like at least twice a year.lol. I love you guys. Not much more to update. Beach day sometime next week. Call Me.
Man, I fuckin hate you. You do this to me and I fall hard and you say your thinking about it and then you don't know. All the fuckin phone calls when I'm around. Fuck You.!.! I'm so done with you and I'm over it.
</3Ashley |
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| My LiFe As i KnOw iT... |
[Jul. 15th, 2004|09:04 pm] |
Well, I haven't really been updating in a while so heres my life right now.
I just started a new pool league. It's every other Sunday and I met some new friends. They are pretty cool guys. Umm..I have decided I'm not going to graduate early. yea!!!
I get to stay in school with all of my loves and my Amanda Panda!!! It's weird but I actually can't wait for school to start. I'm leaving for Michigan on the 5th and I won't be back until the 9th. Yep, I'm gonna miss the first day of school. That's kinda gay but it's okay.
Umm...next week is my last week I can hang out so I think I will be at the beach at least two or three times. I don't know for sure yet. Get back to ya. Man, I so tired of people always trying to compete with me and other people...no matter what it is they are always tryin to be better than other people and i HATE that shit.
I saw Evan and Sarah at the mall...I miss them. They are so be-u-tif-ul. lol. love yas.
I miss all my other babies, Sarah, Ali P., Meghan, Belinda, Ashley, Krystin, Tara, and everyone else I was with THAT night...lol. Someone needs to call me.
Okay...that's all for now.
<3aShLeY |
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[Jun. 26th, 2004|11:45 am] |
Well, I've been thinking about it and I don't know if I'm going to graduate early. I mean if I stay back then I can have more credits than I would if I left earlier. I wouldn't have to leave all of my friends and my family early. I would be with all my friends and we could all leave together. Then we could wear our dresses right Amanda? lol. and hang out with our Sharbeth Crew.lol.good times.
So yeah I dont think I will be graduating....Umm...lately, I've just been hangin with some people. Some certain people in particular but I don't want to say a lot about that until I'm sure it's something;)
Not a ton to update but I wanted to ask you guys what you think I should do? Graduate or stay? HELP!!!
<3 The Drunk Bitch |
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| SCREW YOU IN YOUR A-HOLE YOU A-HOLE!!! LOVE YOU! HA |
[Jun. 20th, 2004|09:05 pm] |
Things are well....BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't know anymore. I hate this online thing, I haven't really talked to a lot of my friends...not that I've made an attempt...or that they have either...you learn a lot about people...ha.
I have talked to some people though...Amanda, Dean, Jeff, and a few others. Those are the main three and honestly it's been GREAT!!! I love them...Oh yeah, and I love David...lol...But I think I'm in LOVE!!! It's great.
I think this week is as follows...
Early in the week I'm gonna go to the beach with Dean, Jeff (if he's not working) and Amanda...Then Tues. I have to take Aubrey at 9:30 in the damn morning (WTF?) to get her braces...And since it's her birthday and she isn't gonna wanna do anything I told her I would invite Kenney and his godbrother to the beach (she LOVES him) lol...So I should be at the beach 2 or 3 times this week...If anyone else is going they need to call me so we can meet up or something...
Oh yeah then I should be getting my senior pictures by Friday ot Tuesday at the latest. WhooHoo!!! Can't wait...Getting Closer and Closer!!!!
Okay enough for now...I hate you but I love you!!!
<3Ashley |
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| UGGHHH I HATE THIS SHIT SO MUCH!!! |
[Jun. 13th, 2004|10:52 am] |
Well....I got grounded last night..I came home a little late, so I can't drive right now. It's cool though. I'm tired of them thinking all I care about is being able to go places and do things, so now is my chance to prove to them that I don't have to do something all the time.
Then this morning I got up to cook them breakfast to apologize to my mom cuz I yelled at her and I think I hurt her feelings. So I made breakfast for them...then I heard them fighting. Then whenever my stepdad left I asked my mom why they were fighting and she was like "Why do you think" and I said "Because of me?" and she was like yes, he thinks that you can apologize and everything will be okay and he doesn't like it and he thinks I should say more to you, and I told him that it was just like when he apologizes to me when we fight and I forgive him so he got mad at me....UGGGHHHHH!!!!!
I hate this...I can't make him happy....He complains because I'm never in a good mood and then when I am he thinks I want something....What to do? What to do? OH YEAH I KNOW: Graduate Next Year!!!!
Anyways, aside from that I think I am crushing on this guy...whoop whoop. He's so crazy and I like him but I don't think he likes me like that. :(
I went to the beach twice this week with Dean and Jeff and I met their friends Donnie and Ricky...Cool Guys!!! We had fun..but we got stung by baby jellyfishes and we still kept on swimming.lol.
Well, not much else has happened...Everything else SUCKS ASS!!! So I'm out for now...Peace. |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2004|12:23 pm] |
i haven't really updated in a while...
umm...
the mom and stepdad took us to busch gardens as a surprise...it was fun...good time
then we got home and they wanted to go gambling...so i went to the mall and i saw breakin all the rules...it was sooo funny...i loved it
yesterday i took my sister and brother to see shrek 2...it was soo cute...i loved that movie too!!!
then today i got a phone call from my sister and she was like hey i'm in town...and i was like your in town right now and shes like yeah and i was like sweet but she has to leave on staurday so we are gonna hang out tonight before she has to go to our dads pool tournament..so i can't wait to hang with her.
umm...that is pretty muchly all that has really happened worth writing about...so i'm out for now...peace nukka....<3 ashley |
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| Answer These If You Love Me!!! |
[Jun. 3rd, 2004|11:38 am] |
What Would You Do If
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I was becoming suicidal:
I killed myself:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
What Do You Think About My
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Would You
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Do me: |
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[May. 25th, 2004|12:15 pm] |
Ya'll do this if you love me....you can just copy and paste the questions and your answers and put them in a comment to this entry...Do you love me???? Well do this to show me how much<3
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Have we ever had sex?
33. Do you miss me?
34. Do you think i miss you? |
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[May. 24th, 2004|05:06 pm] |
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well...i haven't updated in a while but i haven't really felt like it...
SUMMER!!!...it's finally here...i'm so happy
but i have so much to do this summer...
1.online classes
2.senior pictures
3.pitching with benny
4.need a job
5.and last but not least....PARTY!!!!!!!!!
but dead serious now...i need a job and if anyone can help me then hook a neeegro up man!!!
i had fun last wed...i hung out with ashley, sarah, krys, tj, and jeff at the pool...it was fun...on the way to sarahs house we were in the ghetto and we saw this building with a big rebel flag on it and it was called white's place...we HAD to take a picture...o yea and i already got em developed...
okay well i gotta go for now...i'm at my dads and i should be going home in a little while so i gotta get my things together....buh bye |
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